Friday, May 30, 2008

my only weakness is you.

the only reason i feel baby like i can do anything...

i love this song. maybe that`s why i entitiled this blog superhuman heart, i feel that way sometimes. like, i can do anything but at sometimes i feel like i`m useless you know? pointless, weightless, emotionless, fearless.. i don`t know. i feel weird right now. i`m going through this little LOC, lack of communication with my immediate family, like my mama don`t call.. sister don`t call, aunt don`t call, gramma don`t call. idk, this has started to become a big thing and it`s like i know i can call them but WHY? why do I have to be the first one to call? They can just as easily call me, pick up the phone and see if i`m alive, if i`m breathing, yknow?


it was just like this at school. like during the school year we`d go through these time interverals with no communication and it would feel like i`m in the wrong for not calling them, but now, it`s like WTF. I don`t have to feel like this seeing that this shit is a double-ended sword and everyone is in the wrong on both sides. Jesus. my face is breaking out :( oh i bought some shorts today && a hat :) lol. ehh, i`m still kinda pissed about this whole blogging thing because i really liked realize-the-cool! i think i jinxed myself with promos and shit LOL

i did more promotion than chris did for this re-release for my blog =x LMFAOOOO *flies off to hell*

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

superhuman. <3 i love it. usually chris is on his shit when it comes to releases. i don't know what the fuck's going on. he's doing the today show again this year on june 6th so he'll be back on tv again. yayyy. <3 this bullshit that's going on though. . . needs to stop real soon.

Najee` said...

i <333333333333 keeshii beeshii.
lmao.

keeshii said...

loll