gone.

fuck this bandwagon yo, word.

realizethecool@livejournal.com

peace.

ugh. how disgruntled am i...

tunage: daft punk -- da funk (jonathtron edit)

"i wanna play on the innanet!"

"NOOOOOOO."

Damn. I`m eating a sandwich. I just realized I don`t really like homemade sandwiches and I reeaaallly need something to drink, like badly. I also realized that I don`t like for it to be this gotdamn hot. And that has made me not the happiest of campers. I`m babysitting, which means i`m pissed. ehh..

i`m like, sitting here spacing the fuck out, seriously. Okay, how the fuck is it possible for me to eat and still be hungry while in the process of eating? I WANT POLISH-LESS FUCKING FINGERNAILS, OH MY GOD! I`m really aggravated by this chipped polish i`m about to google nail polish remover solutions and get this shit off myself. :(

(O.o) @ the urbandictionary.com definition of Chris

Chris Brown n.

1. a singer from Tappahannock, Virginia. he sings mostly r&b/hip hop and has a very good (and flexible) voice and can dance better than almost anybody alive right now. he's an interesting change to the insanely street-styled hiphop world (he is from like, virginia after all) and he's also been in a couple of movies. lots of girls are crazy about him, and NOT all these bitter emo guys (actually girls) who WISH they were as hot as chris brown, who have NO dance moves and who post all these insulting stupid things about chris brown cuz they're jealous. emo boys- GROW UP. chris brown is like, the next michael jackson, but without all the molesting.

LMFAO.

*sigh* this sandwich is really dry. and im annoyed. and im typing what im thinking. and i feel weird. i wanna go swimming. like, real bad. i need a way to tell her to gtfafm, i`m swear to god im gonna punch her in her fucking throat, like, seriously.

fucking hate girls yo, word.

my only weakness is you.

the only reason i feel baby like i can do anything...

i love this song. maybe that`s why i entitiled this blog superhuman heart, i feel that way sometimes. like, i can do anything but at sometimes i feel like i`m useless you know? pointless, weightless, emotionless, fearless.. i don`t know. i feel weird right now. i`m going through this little LOC, lack of communication with my immediate family, like my mama don`t call.. sister don`t call, aunt don`t call, gramma don`t call. idk, this has started to become a big thing and it`s like i know i can call them but WHY? why do I have to be the first one to call? They can just as easily call me, pick up the phone and see if i`m alive, if i`m breathing, yknow?

it was just like this at school. like during the school year we`d go through these time interverals with no communication and it would feel like i`m in the wrong for not calling them, but now, it`s like WTF. I don`t have to feel like this seeing that this shit is a double-ended sword and everyone is in the wrong on both sides. Jesus. my face is breaking out :( oh i bought some shorts today && a hat :) lol. ehh, i`m still kinda pissed about this whole blogging thing because i really liked realize-the-cool! i think i jinxed myself with promos and shit LOL

i did more promotion than chris did for this re-release for my blog =x LMFAOOOO *flies off to hell*

boo

* i don`t appreciate how i had to make a whole new damned blog, but anyway. i`m kinda pissed. therefore i`m gonna repost my original introduction blog.

tunage: heartsrevolution -- CYOA (flosstradamus remix)

"We`re all just lost, don`t know which way to go."

Okay, pretty much after that this song ventures off into some ramble session about foxes and bunnies and things of that nature that makes me wonder who wrote this, and what the hell were they smoking? But the quote makes sense, we dont know which way to go, especially in college. but that`s another blog for another time.

Anyway.. I`m blogging again. Mostly because of Ell & Jaida, mostly because I haven`t had one of these since I did that group blog with KTKS, but yeah. I`m pretty much not gonna savor anyone`s innocence as I spill out my emotions either, so don`t say I never warned you, and don`t act like I never told you.

I guess, you should know things about me? You`re anonymous, but you should at least know what you`re getting ready to indulge in. I`m Keeshii. I`m a girl. I bite, hard. I don`t sleep -- mostly ever. I`m in college, and it`s not moving fast enough for me. I love him. I don`t really care too much for perfect capitalization, but so what? I`m wishy-washy. I chase the cool so much I`ve ran past the same block twice without warning.

I burp. I cry. I bleed, I lust and fall in love and eventually die = story of my life.